Ooooh MAN this is harder than I thought.
No big box shopping, is making me painfully aware of my “Target problem”. I didn’t realize how relaxing I find perusing the aisles of our local Target, well, maybe not this time of year. A strange sense of calm comes over me as I stroll down the aisles of make up and skin care, cleaning products and home goods. It’s therapeutic. I know that makes me sound incredibly shallow and sad, but you know what? WHO CARES!? Smart money says I’m not the only one.
I’ll admit it, I broke down today and went to the TJ MAXX. I’ve been stalking a Le Creuset braiser for some time now. It’s price was a fraction of the normal retail price. I’ve saved all my tips and visited the store to make sure it was still there. Today, it has a new home. The last few weeks, since I first spotted it, my dreams have been filled with all the delicious meals I will cook in it. Hugh Acheson’s cane vinegar chicken recipe is at the top of the list. I will justify this purchase in many different ways, mainly NOBODY in Athens carries Le Creuset, not since the Rolling Pin closed down. I’m not proud of myself, I feel sad and weak- I wonder if I can regain my strength by cooking up some locally grown food, or at least food purchased in a locally owned grocery store….
I said in the beginning, I would attempt this experiment, because I can afford to. (I think a paragraph on my “need” for a Le Creuset braiser is evidence of that.) As I left the TJ MAXX, I saw the clusterfuck that is Alps Rd Kroger. I broke out in hives just driving by. I read a story in the ABH saying that the 45,00 sq ft Kroger was going to expand. All I could think was “THAT’s what 45K looks like???! SHIT!” The new Walmart anchor store is planned for 95,000-100,000 square feet. More than DOUBLE. The traffic alone is going to cause some major road rage, not to mention the dumpster like atmosphere of BOTH Wal Marts in Athens.
I shall keep my fingers crossed that something like the Dekalb Farmers Market could make a home in a Selig Development. But really I just worry more and more about downtown, what happens when St Joseph’s moves, what about when the ABH closes down, what about that MONSTROSITY of a building?
For now, I will wallow in my shame and silently wave to Target as I head home this evening….